Entries for May, 2004
May 1st, 2004
i want to go out =( POSTED AT 06:25 PM  accomplished a lot today! oriented 4 participants for ctk, fixed stuff for true light and oriented jorms for true light.i promised kuwento so here it is! diane's debut got there exactly when sina tessa, bianx and loi were entering. we went in and put down all our clothes and stuff and it was just really nice seeing the place all pretty and seeing everyone all dressed up. our CONFRONTATION never really happened.... the guys fixed it and it turns out someone was super making imbento. thank god we settled that. our cotillion went okay... i just felt that all our practices were a bit sayang coz our dance wasnt really that long. but it was okay, it was fun naman dancing it eh! and practices were a bit fun, with all the kuwentos and stuff. vicky! it was great talking to you and making kuwento, even just for a while. im sorry if i made kuwento about someone and if I kinda ruined him for you or something. christine, it was great seeing you! let's go out! haha thanks so much rizpoo for taking our pics even if naerase accidentally (hmmmm....). thanks bianx for just being there, hahawe have new code names! (right bianx?!) CREPE and DINNER i wanted to go to the inuman last night! =( sina mike and martin kasi eh, late nagtext so i couldnt go na. i spent last night with gisa, haydee, mikko and gab and we just stayed by the pool of our clubhouse. yummy krispy kreme from gab! and gisa, you owe me kuwento about your boy! *joke for yesterday c/o GAB: shart! haha *oh, forgot to make kuwento! gianns called me up from the states yesterday! we talked for a long time (actually, it was mostly just me talking). thanx for calling gianns! i miss you till the inseparable three become one again! again, wherever you're happy, i will be too...
2 danced with me!
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hay... POSTED AT 06:57 PM I can't get out of bed today or get you off my mind I just can't seem to find a way to leave the love behind I ain't trippin, I'm just missing you You know what I'm saying, you know what I mean You kept me hanging on a string while you made me cry I try to give you everything but you just gave me lies I ain't trippin, I'm just missing you You know what I'm saying, you know what I mean Every now and then when I'm all alone I be wishing you will call me on the telephone Say you want me back but you never do I feel like such a fool, there's nothing I can do.. I'm such a fool for you I can't take it, what am i waiting for? my hearts still breaking, I miss you even more And I can't fake it the way I could before I hate you, but I love you, I can't stop thinking of you It's true , I'm stuck on you Now love's a broken record that's been skipping in my head I keep singing yesterday, why we got to play these games we play? I ain't trippin, I'm just missing you You know what I'm saying, you know what I mean Every now and then when I'm all alone I be wishing you will call me on the telephone Say you want me back but you never do I feel like such a fool I can't take it what am i waiting for? my hearts still breaking, I miss you even more And I can't fake it the way I could before I hate you, but I love you, I can't stop thinking of you It's true, I'm stuck on you |
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May 2nd, 2004
how sad =( POSTED AT 05:46 PM i'll just smile nalang! and im pretty sure everything'll be okay
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May 5th, 2004
quality guys.. POSTED AT 06:26 PM talked to Bianx this afternoon and yup, you guessed it. HE was the major topic of our conversation (hehe). not naman the only topic but most of our gabbing time was about him. im glad though that she's happy and a bit kilig and that she's allowing herself to fall. remember Bianx, " My dream's there too..." haha joke for the day!and as we were talking, i realized that most of my friends (if not all) have someone special in their lives. Bianca, Tessa, Christine, Gianns... as for me, my prince seems to have gotten lost somewhere... damn... |
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GUYS ARE ALL THE SAME!!!! AAAAAHHHHH!!! POSTED AT 09:17 PM ugh 
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guys suck. POSTED AT 11:30 PM i can SO relate. |
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May 8th, 2004
mr shades =) POSTED AT 07:04 AM  mikko came with miguel and someone looked very... professional in his starbucks uniform ha!  defensive lang nga, he kept on saying that he's a "changed man". yeah, whatever miguel!he came up with the perfect code name for blank though... Private eyes or Randy Santiago haha  thanks miguel for making the night interesting.then haydee came and miguel picked on her naman... whew! went home at 12:30, stuffed and happy. oh, and we got lost on the way home. me and my mom are hopeless! going out today.. when i should be at the true light 2 recharge 
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May 9th, 2004
fun fun fun! =) POSTED AT 08:17 AM  woke up at 6:30 am... coz mike said they were gonna pass for me between 7:30-8... then i get a text saying they were gonna pass for me nalang at 9  haha, it was okay, i went back to sleep nalang for a while.when they got to my house, OHMIGOD!!! they were all wearing flowered shirts (well not really all, mike wasn't) and they looked like members of a boy band in a summer music video  we picked up bianca and tessa and we went in two cars. when we stopped at petron though, i swtiched so that *ahem ahem* could be alone together. it was really funny coz mike kept on saying not to na coz his car was lowered and couldnt really carry five people but sina martin were insisting i move talaga to their car eh so i squished in between miko and jb and thank god, the car didn't stall naman. we overheated though but then we realized that the car was just acting up and as long as you open the windows for a while (like for 2 minutes!), the car would be fine na we decided to stop by sonya's garden and have lunch there. A-D-V-E-N-T-U-R-E! haha. beautiful, beautiful place. one day i'm gonna drag my mother out there for a spa day. lunch was really funny and martin was SO hyper, exag. I've never seen him like that. we couldnt shut him up! but anyway, the food was yummy and personally, worth the price we went to punta fuego after. dami people! probably half of metro manila (okay, not naman) was there.. it was okay, though. we had fun and it was so pretty. the cliff bianx brought us to was WOW  super perfect to watch a sunrise or sunset from (preferrably with SOMEONE to watch it with you)left at around 6:30 and headed back to Manila. stopped by Jollibee in Cavite for dinner and went shopping in this little tiangge thing by the road  going home was super traffic! but its okay, jb and miko were super entertaining naman in the backseat eh. the frontseat with tessa & martin was all serious and mushy and stuff but us in the back, we were just laughing and making kuwento about totally random stuff. okay, so there was a part only jb and miko were laughing REALLY hard and all of us totally couldnt relate but it's okay. they're super so much fun to be around! from looking at the 100 sexiest women of fhm and making them lait and stuff, to making kuwento about bikini waxes and different kinds of jockeys and celebrities who endorse products they dont know squat about, to just singing senti and hiphop songs to make the time go by faster, those two really made the trip fun! especially since tessa & martin and bianx & mike were like 2 package deals when we got back to Manila it all got a bit gulo but its okay. went home and mommy was so happy about my mother's day gift (the flower plant thingie i bought for her from the roadside tiangge) and eating the buko pie from colette's and hearing me make kuwento that she totally forgot how late it was. had so much fun guys! we HAVE to do this again cant wait for naz's calatagan on may 19-20!!!! 
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May 12th, 2004
learned alot about guys tonight =) POSTED AT 12:27 AM had an inuman thingie in miko's house with mike, miko and martin. yup, again it was another spur of the moment thing. and yes im very proud, i found out that i can take a shower in 10 minutes!!! yes!!! haha so why did i find myself walking around san lo and touring san lo park? long story. believe me, if i start now, tomorrow pa tayo matatapos. im glad though that issues were resolved and it was a happy ending for two people tonight... and that someone couldnt stop smiling for the longest time, i have been doing the interrogations. tonight though, i found myself on the receiving end of the questions and wow, it does make you squirm and feel all self-conscious. of course, they waited for me to have a few drinks before they asked me stuff but as i said I DONT GET DRUNK. EVER. and all they need to know is that im in love with jess. simple as that sleepy na. as sina martin and miko say, "meme na"  thanks guys! had fun being one of the boys tonight and participating in guy talk
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May 14th, 2004
aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! POSTED AT 07:29 AM yup, in eleven hours i will be flung into another crazy three-day activity that leaves me tired, sleepy, hungry but most of all high... the Days weekend. words like "kampante", "passing through", "we are so delayed!", "tissue please! ", and many more Days related terms and statements will be my ONLY vocabulary. no tv, no shopping (!), no audible sounds from my phone will be heard. as Bianca said, "We'll be cut off from the world for a whole weekend!" so i guess the million-dollar question is, "Is it even worth it?!" Yes, you have no idea HOW MUCH. *good luck to the 19 participants of true light dwtl 02! good luck especially to tessa, bianca, pop, jormae, karen, ruby and dren *
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May 17th, 2004
on a days high.. POSTED AT 09:08 AM im so proud of true light batch 2! great weekend, kakahigh but even more so than usual thank you so much to cess and timmy, the two greatest committee members ever! you guys worked so hard and never complained (okay, maybe cess whined a bit hehe kidding!) congrats to the core, Camille, Kim, Rizzy and Te and to the incoming Loghouse Kritzia. thank you to Theresa for being so aliw and thanks also for the masking tape watches and serenading me with kisapmata thanks to Marielle for as usual, taking care of me. thanks to Rizpoo for always accompanying me anywhere and everywherer, from our secret bathroom to the staff quarters. To Christine who i interrogated, I promise not to tell anyone about our talk... Cabrei, thanks for always making me laugh and making the weekend super laugh trip. Lari, thanks for all the hard work. And to Karla, Elke and Louie and the rest of the ctk01 dazers, HAPPY 2ND YEAR ANNIV! i love you guys...great weekend, just really great. from the very start to the minute it ended, it was really a guided journey that changed all of us, staffers and participants alike. Friday was hectic with all the work and preparations and stuff but we were all just really excited for the Days weekend to start that we didnt even notice na. Got a visit from the 3M's (Mike, Miko and Martin) and there began our bonding at our tambayan spot dubbed "The Hump" haha Thanks guys! It was fun. Even if half the time my two-way radio was pinagtitripan and ginagamit to hear Cess' voice...Saturday was ADVENTURE day. Aside from being known as the longest day in the days weekend, I was totally glassy-eyed having slept for only 27 mins (and it was a half-asleep thing pa done sitting up) and my tummy just wouldnt stop grumbling. It was a kinda controversial day pa but no need to get into details. the morning was okay, i got through the activity and i just hope that they were touched on some level with what was said. went on a field trip after with marielle, elisha, and cabrei... WOW. grabe, it was so much fun walking with those people! elisha and i may have lost on the way back but its okay, it was fun running back to xavier. also, i got another visit from mike and miko in the afternoon, thanks so much guys, really at least i had some "away time" and it super made me appreciate the friends I have Saturday night was PERFECT. i was so in awe of how we, the staff, made the two activities flow so smoothly without any obvious boo-boos and what was even more galing was that most of the staffers were first-timers. it was just beautiful and im hoping the participants thought the same. Sunday started out great and ended great. Everything just fell into place and worked out despite negative feelings and stuff. cess and timmy, you guys deserve so much credit for working that hard! galing, super. i've never had committee members that ACTUALLY work. and you guys didnt just do that, you worked HARD. im so, so in awe of you guys what i got from this weekend: -the deepest eyebags EVER -rashes on my legs from ducking and running in the field -LSS with their baduy performance song -shock that we were ACTUALLY on time and on schedule -a sore throat from screaming -black things on my fingers from the trash bags -new friends -bonding time with old friends -a full heart -a cleansed spirit -the assurance that yes, i am loved and not just by anyone, but by someone SO great -the high that can only come from staffing in DWTL i want to share so much more but i cant. all i can say is, when i saw tessa, bianx, pop and jormae going through everything, i was just so proud and so happy and i always wanted to be with them and make sure they were okay. and at the end, i was glad that i got to bring them out and that just totally made my whole weeked See ya batch 2! Good luck! We'll always be behind you guys.. and we love you guys so much!!Imagine all the trials, we’ve been through. All the laughs and cries I’ve shared with you. It seems forever, together we’ll go through. With the dreams that you and I pursue, together, together. Loving you has made my life complete. A taste of life that’s been so bitter-sweet. And I’m praying that it will always be this way. Sharing moments till tomorrow come what may, together, together. Together you and I will grow in love; Walk through rough times hand in hand. I don’t care what our tomorrow brings. What’s important is today. Love. We’ve spent our lives together for so long. And each day it seems we’re going strong Let us try that forever we’ll go on. You and I pushing for the right direction, together, together. |
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May 20th, 2004
first time i actually SLEPT in the car POSTED AT 10:00 PM too tired to update and be all detailed and stuff but i really had so much fun! these two days were full of mini-adventures... burger machine, walking on the beach and discovering sand grass, Boracay side B, dancing with our shadows, our gasoline adventure, mushroom burger thanks guys for these two days! had lots and lots of fun... thanks naz !!! the house was beautiful, the food was yummy, the drinks were , the company was great.. thanks, thanks, thanks!!!"A woman needs a man like a fish needs a bicycle..." |
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May 22nd, 2004
still sleepy. POSTED AT 08:47 AM okay, can i just say i was really dyahe when i entered the room? parang everyone just stopped what they were doing and stared... or was it just me? anyway, got there a bit late and batch 2 was kinda done na so i just talked to loi about some issues we've been discussing for the past three days. im glad she shares my affectedness  we left ctk and went to dencio's. i still remember the batch1 eval dinner, we took up the whole room! this time though, we only occupied three tables. weird pa coz there was an empty table in between ours and batch 2's.. anyway, we all pigged out and thanks to psycho, i had someone serving me food. went around eastwood after everyone left na and loi met up with marty so me, gladys, camille, haydee, mikko, carlo, omar and miguel just went to the coffee bean and sat outside (yes, with our seattle's best milkshakes). first we interrogated miguel about his lovelife , then we talked about F. Lo, then about things that had no connection to our previous topics. we left at mga 1 and we all decided to go back to the house and talk nalang there.we met by the poolside of our village and just went over some *ahem* things. i got annoyed pa coz they were talking about what i do when im drunk and camille was demonstrating pa talaga my "snow angel", hmph . they left at around 2 and i was so tired i fell asleep as soon as i got home!batch 2! it was nice seeing you guys even if you werent complete. take care! you're all invited to come and staff in ctk 08, june 11-13 joke for the day (GLADYS!!!!! haha ): F. Lo 
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to someone POSTED AT 10:05 AM i hope you get to read this. i hope you understood the english parts at least (thats why nga in-english ko na some parts eh, para its up to you nalang to read between the lines). above all, i hope that when i gave you the address of my journal, you didnt forget, coz then obviously, my first two hopes wouldnt matter right? |
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random.. POSTED AT 10:34 AM there's this song from days that i really love. we dont really sing it that much, i always remember singing it only on saturday nights. its on the true light cd though and thats why i've been really LSS with it Kailangan ko, kailangan mo Anong lungkot ng gabi, ngayong walang mga bituin Ako ngayo’y ganyan din, nag-iisa sa dilim. Walang kahulugan ang buhay na ito Kung walang mina-mahal, o di kaya’y nagma-mahal Kailangan ko’y kailangan din ako. Ako ngayo’y nalulumbay, sa ‘ki’y walang suma-sabay Ikaw kaya’y katulad ko, naliligaw sa ‘ting mundo. Paano nalang tayo kung lagi na lang ganito? Kailangan ko’y katulad mong, kailangan ng katulad ko. Lahat tayo’y kailangan ng kasama sa mundong ito Sana ika’y lagi sa piling ko. Lahat tayo’y kailangan ng kasama sa mundong ito, Sana ika’y (Sana ika’y), Sana ika’y (Sana ika’y), Sana’y ika’y lagi sa piling ko... |
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loving Jess, loving life POSTED AT 01:20 PM basta ikaw lord, mahal na mahal kita [img:252137] |
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May 29th, 2004
im alive!!! POSTED AT 10:50 AM <- (this is in honor of mr shades hehe)im off to my ctk days meeting though so cant really update... [img:260794] |
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May 30th, 2004
and im crazy.... trying to be your lady.... =) POSTED AT 09:22 AM  had our christ the king days with the lord participant's orientation at 1 at kritzia's house. going to kring's house was an adventure pa!! yup lars, great minds do think alike!! 5 girls and 6 guys came.. which is more than we actually expected so it was really galing! we'll be happy with whoever Jess sends us, He's the one who knows naman what will be for the best right?had the committee heads and core meeting after the participants left. i am so proud, the batch 8 core was actually complete for the first time!! so, so proud... we FINALLY decided on who would be what and stuff (*censored* haha) so all in all, we accomplished a lot, which is really great! left kring's at 4 to go to Hyatt for the wishgrant of Syric. the last time I went to a Make-A-Wish event was Mina's wishgrant and i think i was somewhat traumatized because the two kids we granted wishes for both died months after so i decided not to be active anymore. it was really nice, just what I needed to see after months of being disheartened, Syric's wish was to be a pilot for a day and they took him on an actual plane and simulator and taught him how to fly! He even had the pilot's uniform complete with the hat it was really an "aww" moment...left Hyatt at 7 with Mikko, Haydee and Miguel to go to the CCP open grounds for the Black Eyed Peas concert!! Had dinner first though in Pier One and I was soooo hungry (be proud, friends!) that I actually finished my food! accomplishment when we got to the concert place, we had to wait like 2 hours and endure front acts like Mike Swift (or as he says it, SWEEFT). Then the Black Eyed Peas came on and WOW. Fergie's body is..... WOW. im pretty sure that all the straight guys in the concert didnt even care that there were technical difficulties and stuff coz her body was just WOW. nakakatibo according to Haydee haha im really loving this summer, its been all about ADVENTURE!!! last night was no exception. from our Hyatt to CCP adventure, to the guard who made fun of the way i answered her back, to sneaking into the P2700 place when we just got free P700 tickets, to our Portalet (ICK) adventure, to crossing that really busy street (yes haydee, it WAS a milestone), to trying to find our way home, to our 6750 starbucks trip watching the IS prommers and their pretty gowns... thanks guys! last night was so much fun oh, i promised miguel i'd special mention him. *lines of the night: MIGUEL: "Isa lang akong hamak na barista...." "Where's my burrito?" and the best line yet: "Tums, ako ba ay pagaaksayahan mo ng panahon?" CTK DAYS IS IN 12 DAYS!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! |
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random... POSTED AT 12:51 PM Live for Jess... thats what we're supposed to do anyway right? Martin told me yesterday that I havent been making paramdam daw to them and stuff.. and that one day they might just find me married to the Lord. hmm.. sounds great to me! *no, im not gonna become a nun or something* timmy and cess ~ look at my gallery! i have a pic of the three of us
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