hay, ambot ah...
POSTED AT 02:58 PM

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i miss certain people

my two angels. bianx who's in cebu and gianna who i havent talked to in 3 days...

sugar. i miss tessa so much! i miss her teasing and her kuwentos and everything.... hay....

kritzia and lari. after how many weeks of talking, preparing, planning, stressing and meeting with them for batch8, the past weeks that i haven't been talking to them that much has just been weird. parang something's lacking in my life...

certain people from 4-2. like vicky, loi, christine, jormae, popcorn, michelli, roxy, elisha, vanene, marian and keshia. people i saw everyday (except when i'd be absent hehe) for two years, some of them for four. i miss listening to vicky make kuwento about everwood or about her boylet/s. i miss waiting for her to finish her lunch since she's always the last one to. i miss going to the bathroom after every period with loi. i miss having lunch outside on our bench. i miss having michelli perform x-rated acts to people on the platform of the classroom. i miss bugging roxy and asking her to massage me and making her kuwento about my crushes. i miss elisha's annoyingly loud voice and her constant pangungulit to borrow things from me. i miss sleeping on the floor with marian and leaving her still fast asleep even when the bell has rung na and everyone's going home...

hay... high school haha kakamiss talaga!

on a happier note, i went out with my blockmates yesterday. martin, miko and mike met up with me too and we dragged my friend, tina to come with us to shangri-la (which is on the other side of the world for her, seeing as she lives in merville! ) where we interrogated her about her lovelife. thanks, guys! i really had so much fun

oh, yesterday was a happy day for me too coz i saw my daughter, pair!! when i saw her, i literally ran to her and hugged her hehe and as i said, i was with martin, my son happy day talaga for me


"This is a lesson I have learned about love. The day drags along, you make thousands of plans, you imagine every possible conversation, you promise to change your behavior in certain ways and you feel more and more anxious until your loved one arrives. But, by then, you dont know what to say. The hours of waiting have been transformed into tension, the tension has become fear and the fear makes you embarassed about showing affection..."

i love You so much =)
POSTED AT 09:02 PM

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Im soooo excited for tomorrow! Try-outs, then our initial visit to our wishkid Yancy, then our ctk dwtl core meeting then i'm gonna be reading for the 6pm mass!!

I love You so much Jess thank You for everything

"I've been in love before. Its like a narcotic. At first it brings the euphoria of complete surrender. The next day you want more. You're not addicted yet, but you like the sensation and you think you can still control things. You think about the person for two minutes and forget them for three hours. But then you get used to that person, and you begin to be completely dependent on them. Now you think about him for three hours and forget him for two minutes. If he's not there, you feel like an addict who cant get a fix. And just as addicts steal and humiliate themselves to get what they need, you're willing to do anything for love."
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hay =)
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"Just because Jess is still preparing my prince doesnt mean I'm not already a princess..."

:D
POSTED AT 01:09 PM

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from nicky's email:

"The Days weekend is a beautiful once-in-a-lifetime happening. But, it shouldn’t just end there. The way you live your life, as we repeatedly express, is the best advertisement for how it is to follow Jess."

awww, nicky's so galing :D hehe

i love u bianx! I3 forever!
POSTED AT 10:55 AM

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first things first...

i got in the troupe!!!!

i didnt think i wanted to get in this bad til i saw my name on the list and felt... super happy. first name pa! haha (okay, so it was alphabetical...) im really looking forward to dancing with a group again

all for You, Jess. when i danced last Saturday, i was honestly dancing just for You...

thanks to all those who congratulated me. special thanks to my blockmates gk and rica who told me about the list being out na!

thanks also for the flowers... that was really sweet!

SUPER THANKS, JESS!!! BASTA IKAW TALAGA!

now on to... tandananan!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIANCA MARIKA ROCES PEDROSA!!!

to the person who knows me inside out and who I know inside out too (band-aids and all!), you are all the best AND MORE. what would the inseparable three be without you? what would I be without you? thanks for all the great memories bianx, and im looking forward to so much more! basta ikaw bianca! mahal na mahal kita!!

p.s. i was really supposed to greet you at axactly 12 but i fell asleep! so i was 14 minutes late... im sorry

inseparable three forever!

while chatting with roxy... =)
POSTED AT 10:29 AM

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friends, i have a new goal in life: to be painted...

yup, i just realized this goal yesterday haha but wait, i'll make kuwento what's been happening to me these past few days

tuesday was bianca's surprise party!!! okay, so she wasnt really surprised... but it was still fun to see everyone and to drink (on a school night!!) and sing and catch up on what everyone's been up to..

yesterday was the best. really, as days go, yesterday was like (on a scale of 1-10) a 9.5... i had so much fun the whole day! just talking and laughing with my blockmates and stuff... and then after school, i went to this art gallery to pick up cooey coo and i met this painter named vincent de pio who was soooo galing!! guys, he paints BALLERINAS!!!! think degas... thats how good his paintings were! he was showing me his paintings of the PBT ballerinas and it was really galing and we were there talking about ballet and dancing and companies and things like that hay... galing talaga yup, thats why my new goal in life is to be painted

i luv you guys! (everyone who's reading this haha) im so excited for the weekend! tomorrow's my first training day for the dance troupe and saturday is gel's party!! so excited to dance, super


*sorry miguel, no quote today! *

stolen from camille
POSTED AT 11:10 AM

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"Why do you love me?", I asked.

In my heart of hearts, I already knew His answer. "Should there be a reason? I just do."

we were born to love. lets not forget that ever.

i love you sooooo much, Jess. super

if i could be in two places at one time...
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painter dude (hay....) has extra tickets to the PBT performance for tonight!!! and he invited me and my sister to come watch with them...

but its gel's party... so i cant go

wrong timing talaga...

as tina said:
POSTED AT 11:53 AM

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had a good long talk with my sister yesterday... sister swear! haha luv ya cooey coo!!!

hay...

i miss my angels.. we havent really talked in a long time.. lets have lunch, guys!!!


there is a point in a person's life when everything falls into place like magic...



With every passing moment, thoughts of you run through my head
Everytime that I'm near you, I realize that you're heaven sent

I think you're truly something special, just what my dreams are really made of
Let's stay together you and me boy, there's no one like you around
Oh Baby

I really like what you've done to me
I can't really explain it, I'm so into you

It could be the way that you hold me
It could be the things that you say
Oh I'm not too sure what it is boy
But I know I like feeling this way

Oh I really like
What I feel when I'm with you
You're a dream come true
Don't you ever leave my side
Cuz it feels so right

8 more days till the princess' birthday!!!
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stolen from hanna:

"Jesus is the arm that holds you at your weakest, the eye that sees you at your darkest and the heart that will love you at your worst."

so true...

i love You, Jess!!! super talaga...

my last week as a 17 year old hehe =)
POSTED AT 10:40 AM

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training yesterday was so much fun hiphop choreography!! and despite having to run in the rain and having the coach stretch my legs as far as humanly possible (okay, that sounds bad...), it really felt good to be dancing, really dancing again.

and then reality sets in. two hours of training only meant one thing: i was totally wiped out for the rest of the night! as in, really drained.. on the phone, i wasnt even answering na i was oddly quiet, sorry..


"I dont need a perfect guy... I dont need someone who just agrees with me and gives me all I want. All I need is someone who loves me truly and is not afraid to show the world how he feels..."

so into you =)
POSTED AT 12:51 PM

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spent wednesday and thursday with my angels, gianna and bianx... i love you guys so much!!! they're my voice of reason, the two people who are happy for me and at the same time advice me on what to do and what NOT to do.. yet... haha

i remember camille telling me before that she was gonna start thinking of one person each day to inspire and motivate her and help her get through the day.

but what if you cant think of one person?

coz so many people inspire me and help me get through the day. my mom, camille and mikko inspire me. they're my sun, moon and stars just thinking of my friends puts a smile on my face. hanna, karla and tims never fail to make me feel so loved with their texts. and my children always just make me

i love you guys!!!


"It doesnt matter what you say or do
Because I love you (And I know you love me too)
Love me, kiss me, and hold me in your arms
Lets me know you're crazy over me
And I'm crazy over you
Cuz you are the only one,
To make my life complete..."

yeay =)
POSTED AT 12:57 PM

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Ballet shoes- beautiful, graceful, and creative,
you enjoy dancing writing and music. You are
often very poetic and sometimes dramatic. Even
if dancing isn't your thing, you are still very
creative. You keep to yourself aside from a few
close friends that you can relate to. You find
your own ways to express yourself and don't
have a need to br surrounded by tons of people.
A small group of friends is fine. [please vote!
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i wanna watch along came polly... :)
POSTED AT 10:06 AM

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went to the cemetery yesterday to visit my lola on her 2nd death anniversary. we prayed for her like we always do, then my mom had to fix some things with the caretaker. what was funny was me and camille were laughing after about totally babaw things! then we heard the nestle ice-cream man so we ran (literally) and bought majorly overpriced ice cream... that totally made my day! i love drumstick *yum*

so why am i sharing about our visit to the cemetery when so many other great things happened to me over the weekend? i dont know too. its just really galing coz out of nowhere, i saw this:

"We never lose those we give to God...

and it got me thinking about my daddy.

Never dreamed that he would be gone from me
If I could steal one final glance, one final step, one final dance with him
I’d play a song that would never, ever end
‘Cause I’d love, love, love
To dance with my father again

sobrang happy =)
POSTED AT 10:10 AM

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training yesterday was really the choreography was so much fun to learn but in the car after i was totally knocked out. my whole body hurt and my feet were super killing me..

the very first person to greet me last night was louie... and that was at around 10pm! he wanted to greet me na daw coz i might be asleep at 12... aww, thanks psycho!! then my daughter, kyla greeted me.

at the same time that i was texting with those two people, i was on the phone with someone and even with all the stress and pagod, it was just really nice to talk to him. then he tells me that he cant have lunch with me today.. and that the next time we'd see each other would be saturday na. he kept apologizing and i kept saying it was okay but malamang i was sad right? then i had to get off pa coz my brother had to use the phone.

my mom and camille were super excited for me to turn 18! for old times' sake, i even slept in my mom's room again beside camille. the pathetic thing was, i was gonna wait for 12midnight right? i fell asleep at 11:30... talk about sad! next thing i knew, camille was waking me up and she was handing me my cellphone which was ringing..

and it was him. asking me to go down because martin was there daw to give me something. so picture me: in my pajamas and a t-shirt, total bedhead and bagong gising, running down the stairs. the downstairs of our house was dark pa, then when i got to the front door there he was holding a cake and a bag. it was really dark and the only light was coming from the candles on the cake. i was super shocked coz i wasnt expecting him to be there! ('kala ko ba si martin yung andoon?! haha) awwww.... it was really sweet

well, he got his wish. he was the first person to greet me on my birthay. thank you so much. you made my day really special

special thanks to timmy who greeted me with matching "happy birthday" na pinatugtog pa niya sa piano , ben whose text totally made me smile, martin and mike who were peeking from behind the cars, bianx who was the first one to greet me on the phone, hanna, karla, majie, gisa, shaggy, gianna, haydee, and everyone else who remembered and texted, and to my family of course most especially to cooeycoo who was a partner-in-crime in my surprise i love you guys sooooooo much!!!

and my day's not even over yet... galing talaga ni Jess, grabe!

thank You, Jess =)
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hands down, my 18th birthday was the best birthday i've ever had

my classes went by really quickly and before i knew it, it was lunch na and it was time for my 4hour break! (yup, 4 hours... ) cholo met me for lunch and we just stayed in the park till the guard told us to leave coz its bawal pala to hang out there... so we went to g4 and we just stayed in starbucks

had to go back to school for algeb and we were dismissed early pa so i went to the dance practice of my block

i expected my car to be waiting for me so it was really unusual that at 5 they werent there yet! gk, majie and rica stayed with me and we watched hardcourt train until camille called me to go out na.

picture me standing on the sidewalk, looking out for my car.. AND THEN! i turn to the left and i see my two angels holding a cake and pink balloons! of course, i start screaming hehe thanks so much guys, i really wasnt expecting another surprise. thank you, thank you, thank you!!!! you two are the best

went to dinner with my family (and Carlo) after. and i announced it AND... they were all okay with it. mikko was a bit.. bothered? okay, maybe thats not the word. he was sad. there. but overall, it was an okay thing with everyone *which is good!*

my birthday was the best!!!

and then yesterday..

::majie was right, when your life seems perfect something bad just HAS to happen::

my phone directory got erased as in, all the contacts im just thankful that my pictures and messages are fine.. and im happy that yesterday was a good day (aside from the whole phone catastrophe). i got to bond with my blockmates (especially with Maj) and training was fun and i got to talk to Cholo last night!

im happy because...
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i got a suprise visit from my angel today

AND

im excited for tomorrow

in a rush... =)
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i had the best saturday night ever

thank you guys!!!! you made me SUPER happy, exag when i have time, i will personally thank you guys here, one by one.

i love You, Jess!!

GIANNA KRISTEN MOLE BANSON: i love you!!! that text you sent me? hay....
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princess isabelle =)
POSTED AT 10:24 AM

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i have a new email add: princessisabelle_20@yahoo.com

guys, pls add me on ym

no time to update, tomorrow talaga i will na. i've been having a really great week so far though. im going on a date with cooeycoo today! we're having lunch and watching a movie