Entries for June, 2007
June 14th, 2007
HEY HEY YOU YOU. just remember, karma's a bitch. POSTED AT 11:34 PM my last update was.... may 27. whoa. tagal na... and yes, A LOT has happened. sobrang, A LOT. haha
of course, right at the top of the 'good stuff that's happened to me recently' list would be my 15 new babies :D true light 7 wasnt a perfect batch, but hey, who wants something super perfect naman right? nothing worth it ever comes easy and im just glad that at the end of the weekend, everything turned out as best as it could have. THANK YOU to everyone who helped out, staffed, donated, dropped by, and even just prayed for the batch. good weekend for me and i was so high from the participants and the staffers and from Jess! basta, ang sarap after that really good weekend though, with all the surprises for me and all the reminders that Im so loved (and blessed), ayun na. fourth day na. barely four days after, and i was already hitting Jess with the 'why me?' and 'havent i been through enough?' questions. argh grabe talaga. sobrang this summer has been the one and only cross in my whole life thats been this difficult. nothing has come close to this. but yes, you get through it, you move on and you learn. and thankfully, i have people who are there to support me and who are always checking up on me to see if im okay. and dont forget about the assasination plots, right bianx and tessa? stop with the drama, nakakapagod naaaaaaaaa.. promise. haha, lets be happy! i wanna be happy. i wanna be the old, perky me that never once let things affect her. thankfully, the school year has already started and im raring to just be occupied. Danzmove, here i come. so im scared shitless about having to audition all over again, but hello naman, kayang kaya noh. haha fuuuuuuuuuun embassy night last night, though it was over much too soon. thanks ree *every cross gets lighter when you let Jess carry it with you. shake it.
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some bad stuff, but of course there's been more of the good events. so yeah, thanks Jess.
i love you Jess, basta ikaw.June 19th, 2007
happiness is a choice.. so i WILL be happy. POSTED AT 07:25 PM remind me again why i thought my 4th year, 1st sem schedule was light. hellooooooo.... NOT AT ALL. i do have three hour breaks, but still. i have classes mondays-saturdays, and even though i only have 17 units (6 subjects), theyre all majors. so yeah, im pretty tired na even though its only the 2nd week. my classes are interesting though. abnormal psychology, especially. sure, the idea that we have to go to the mental hospital definitely gives me the creeps, but im excited to learn about all the mental illnesses, disorders, etc. today, we were discussing about people with bipolar disorders, and i just realized i know someone who may have it.. the extreme mood fluctuations, the disorganized life, and the screwed-up way of thinking? uhh yeah... that person SUPER has it. im so sure of it. haha :D oh yeah dont ask me who it is, i wont tell you anyway my 21st birthday is in A MONTH. whoa. and i still dont have definite plans. i want to have a party! someone help me decide please... haha bianx is coming home!!!!!! im so excited. 6 days to go! ********* hyssop this weekend. acollege dwtl next weekend. im thinking if im gonna staff or not.. kakaguilty not to staff in acollege, especially since the rectora is my kid.. plus, they asked pocholo pa to help out on saturday.. ********* went to trinoma (that new mall near philam) last weekend. hello, new shopping place. plus, all the nice places to eat in are there! there's pao tsin! and there's also bun on the run! plus, krispy kreme is opening a branch there soon too. i love it there, i swear. speaking of shopping, why are there so many nice things out? im currently in love with these pink ballet-ish shoes and the gold and white jacket from adidas, the liz claiborne wallet in rustans, and yes, the N95. im drooling over the N95, promise... i dont really need a new phone yet, but when i do, yun na. haha and speaking of clothes (ang labo..), im SUPER DUPER excited for next year's Europe trip and i cant wait to start shopping for clothes for the trip! wheeeeeeeeeeeee ********* "But this, in which there is no I or you, so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand, so intimate that when I fall asleep it is your eyes that close." 35 down. 3 soon. |
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June 21st, 2007
HEY HEY YOU YOU.... part2 POSTED AT 07:31 PM its definitely break-up season. and because i had very, very understanding friends who listened to all my drama and rantings over the summer (haha), i'm patiently sitting through post-break up conversations slash bash sessions slash assasination plots of my other friends/blockmates who are going through bad times right now.. tsk tsk. down with boys. boys are evil... 'you must be used to me crying, while youre out bumping and grinding..' ay grabe, AMEN talaga. basta hun, im here lang for you. im just a text away! and yes i know youre reading this, even if you insist youre never online (hahaha, HULI!). really, what would we do without girlfriends? i mean, theyre there for everything. especially for all those times that boys just get too... ARGH to deal with. thats why i dont understand why some girls would willingly be 'other girls'. why they would try to steal boyfriends or whatever. i mean girls should stick together and what do they do? they're the ones pa who become the source of someone's heartbreak! hello, kakarmahin kayo noh. classic example would be ------. she was the 3rd party before and the cause of the breakup of a couple who was together for five years... and then now, she's the one being cheated on. and whats sad about it is that she's been telling everyone over and over that 'he's the one' blah blah, without knowing that the guy's making her loko pala.. again i say, we girls should stick together. and for those girls who insist on being kaladkarin sluts? bahala kayo. KARMA'S a bitch, PROMISE. ******** ANYWAY.... haha i've been buried in reading stuff for school too, chapters at a time actually. which im getting used to again, considering i wasnt really reading much during the summer. but yesterday was just excruciating, i swear. imagine having a professor drone on for 3 hours straight, and he didnt require any class participation whatsoever, PLUS he was just seated the whole time. i am so grateful that class only meets once a week. any more than that and im gonna have to reconsider my 'absolutely no cuts' vow.. i cant believe i'm REALLY turning 21 sooooooooon. nooooooooo.... hey but really im excited naman.. i can gamble na! haha, im gonna really be officially legal! yun oh. |
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June 22nd, 2007
all sneezy on a friday night. POSTED AT 10:54 PM out of all my subjects, i think the one i'll be enjoying the most will be marriage and family life. haha no kidding, i really do have that subject. and aside from the fact that im pretty sure no one has ever failed it and it'll be a breeze, im just enjoying it coz the prof is the coolest and she makes the period go by reaaaaally fast. galing anyway, today we were discussing about commitment in relationships and i just found myself nodding at practically EVERYTHING that was coming out of her mouth. especially the 'your heart is not built for trial and error' comment. GENIUS, i swear. there were also things that struck me from the hand-outs we're required to read for the class. galing talaga, i love how people can come up with these things, and how they can put into words EXACTLY what you think love is all about.. "the truly lucky people are the ones who manage to become long-time friends before they realize they are attracted to each other. they get to know each other's laughs, passions, sadness and fears. they see each other at their worst and at their best." "love is the free exercise of choice. two people love each other only when they are quite capable of living without each other but choose to live with each other." |
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last 29 days of being 20 :) POSTED AT 11:01 PM what made me happy today
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June 24th, 2007
starting another week POSTED AT 06:39 PM RIANNA GATUS if youre reading this, im so sorry i wasnt able to watch your ncaa opening hun.... i've been sick (and in bed) since friday as i said, i've been sick. booooooo... EVERY month talaga, i have to get a really bad cold. hello, weak immune system. but seriously, its irritating na. whoever finds the cure for the common cold, i will love forever! haha and since there's been nothing to do and i cant go out or anything, i've been on the net, downloading stuff PLUS i decided to be geeky and re-read Harry Potter and the half blood prince (in preparation for the release of book 7).. yes, i know whatta dork. but seriously, for those who havent read Harry Potter, try reading it lang. coz there was a time when i would make fun of rizzy and cam and everyone else who read it, telling them na theyre so baduy, etc. THEN i got to watch the movie of the first book on HBO, then yun na. i decided to read the first book to find out what it was really all about, then i got hooked. so give it a try guys! coz its really interesting and JK Rowling is SUPER galing promise. and of all the books, i think the 6th book has to be my favorite. kilig, super. busy week coming up and school's really in full swing (haha, the term) na talaga! all my professors seem to be enjoying giving out papers and assignments and quizzes na... hassle. oh well, this was what i wanted so yeah, at least im very much preoccupied right now. acollege dwtl this coming weekend! im happy that the community seems to be growing naman, and that there hasnt been a need for reconstruction or whatever anymore.. **THE STIRRER is alive and kicking! yes friends, still stirring up trouble and making things up left and right. i really dont know where he/she (para di obvious haha) comes up with all the bullshit and whatever, basta all i know is nakakapagod na pakinggan! super.. enough is enough. this has been going on for years now.. GRABE. someone should put us all out of our misery and throw him/her in a well or something. i bet that'd really make EVERYONE happy. haha. i'd do it, but then i'd have it on my conscience, so wag nalang. Currently listening to: 4 in the morning |
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im sure you were great though! love you ib, im super proud of youuuuuuu :DJune 27th, 2007
ranting (sorry) and a few happy thoughts :) POSTED AT 09:47 AM you know the scene in cutting edge when moira kelly says 'toepick' over and over? coz she's super annoyed na with the guy who keeps falling on the ice? yeah. i wanna keep saying SPELL CHECK over and over too. hello, were you born under a rock? coz it seems like you've never heard of F7. try it. your life will be soooooo much easier. (and ours will too, considering we wont have to keep resisting the urge to correct your spelling, everytime we read your stuff online). oh yeah, and lets not forget about your GRAMMAR. didnt your school have, even one year of, english class??? where were you???!!! hahahahahaha. youre so sad. its not even funny. on a happier note, BIANCA PEDROSA is home!!!! haha, im actually just waiting for the cue to start invading bianca's house again.. i cant wait to see her!! hello, second home also, i've been a lot more... perky these past few days. i guess its the summer shit wearing off. im really just looking forward to a lot of things haha. hello, birthday joooooooooy. pocholo has been filling my inbox with super mushy, keso, crinkle (haha, tims!) messages these past weeks. funny lang coz he normally doesnt email, he's tamad that way. back when we were still in the ligaw stage, and we werent a couple yet, he used to email A LOT. and in our first few months, i'd get at least three emails a week. so yeah, of course i appreciate the gesture. its really sweet, and everytime i open my mail, its always an instant pick-me-upper when i see a message from him IM GOING SHOPPING THIS WEEKEND with my mom!!! oh my gosh, watch tweetums go crrrrazy. i've been shopping starved (okay, no naman...) this past month and im lusting over A LOT of things. so yeah, definitely looking forward to this weekend **shout-out: HAPPY BIRTHDAY CYRIL!! love you hun, have a great 19th! ***condolences to ree, raissa and their family. i know you guys are sad right now, so as soon as i see you im giving you both a big hug okay? hang in there loves, and remember im here lang anytime you need me. Currently listening to: over you - daughtry |
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my favorite sex and the city quotes :) POSTED AT 09:34 PM "The most important thing in life is your family. There are days you love them, and others you don't. But, in the end, they're the people you always come home to. Sometimes it's the family you're born into and sometimes it's the one you make for yourself."
"You said it, it's over for me. 'Here lies Carrie. She had two loves and lots o' shoes!'"
"When you're young, your whole life is about the pursuit of fun. Then, you grow up and learn to be cautious. You could break a bone or a heart. You look before you leap and sometimes you don't leap at all because there's not always someone there to catch you. And in life, there's no safety net. When did it stop being fun and start being scary?"
"Are there some women put in the world just to make you feel bad about yourself?"
“The only thing worse than a liar is a bad liar.” Currently listening to: bad habit - destiny's child |
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