shamazing.
POSTED AT 10:21 PM

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(what an experience. these girls are ♥)

and i couldnt ask for a better way to end my school year '07-'08.

oh, aside from getting through thesis defense next week WITHOUT ANY HITCHES. lets go, Jess.

thesismode.thesismode.thesismode.thesismode.thesismode.thesismode.thesismode.
POSTED AT 07:34 PM

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IAMSOFRIKKINSTRESSED.

asdkjhasbasdasd.

summer, get here NOW.

workhabits,attitudesandproductivityofemployeeswithregularworkinghoursandnightshiftemployees.

BOW.

gonna soak up the sun ;)
POSTED AT 12:32 PM

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IM SO DONE. just have to finish the major revisions on my thesis, and then im free to bum.

YEEEEEEEES. SUMMER'S reeeeeaaally HERE, FRIENDS. can you feel the heat?? I CAN. i refuse to believe all those rumors about how this summer's gonna be a rainy one or whatever. PLEASE.

gonna be gone from monday-wednesday, and then i will be back to thesis mode ugggghhhh :S konti nalang, ano baaa....

AND THEN boracay in about two more weeks! i have much needed bikini/clothes shopping to do, plus about a million crunches to get my 'abs' (hahahaha) back.

in the meantime, i've been doing random things, going to random places, etc. also, that scandalous, pseudo gossip girl blog has got me hooked. more manila chismis, please.

speaking of gossip girl, i've been reading the series and its SUPER DUPER NAKAKAADDICT!! I LOVE IT. better than the show, definitely. the twisted storyline is the best. have only read till book 4 though, so friends lend me if you have #5 onwards!

cant wait to go to the beach! first installment on wednesday. BURN BABY, BURN. lets get tanned!!

oh, not like the la union SUNBURN i got last summer though. NEVER AGAIN. NEEEEEVEEEEER EVEEEEER AGAAAAAAAIN.

my summer (so far).
POSTED AT 09:48 AM

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so i've only been 'on summer break' for about a week now, and its been GOOOOOOD.

technically im not supposed to be relaxing and enjoying, especially because I AM NOT YET DONE WITH MY REVISIONS BUT no one said i couldnt go out or anything naman right? haha

the 3 day tagaytay-taal-caleruega-batangas extravaganza was fuuuuuun. pocholo, are we so sick of each other na? haha :D love you babe! those keso moments and random photoshoots and vodka nights and EXTREMELY YUMMY food trips were the absolute best

BUT, above all, the antonio's dinner was THE MOST AMAZING PART. just because i enjoyed those two/three hours more than anything. SARAAAAAAAP. lets go back!!!

then last night, we visita iglesia-ed in the qc area. mikko and ree, you were missed. we ended pretty early considering it was traffic. 2-0 score last night, boo you baby

okay, NOW i will work on my thesis. final stretch baaaaaaby. THEN i can REALLY, REALLY bum and relax and shop and watch tv and upload and everything else in between haha.

**p.s. my sister and carlo are now officially engaged! congratulations calimons!! see, i can keep a secret when i want to <3, your maid of honor.

 

DANCE SURVEY stolen from eena.
POSTED AT 12:56 PM

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When did you start dancing?:  4 years old, baaaaaby.

When did you sign up for your first dance class?: baby ballet when i was 4

What genre was it?:  Ballet

What type of dance do you do now?: Streetdance, Jazz, Cheerleading

Do you dance on a team?:  Yes

What's the team's name?:  AC Titans Pep Squad now. Back in High School: Ac Dance Troupe and Hardcourt, plus the training team for the RP National Dance Team! back in first year college: AC Danzmove

Where do you usually perform?:  School for competitions

How often do you perform?: not a lot now haha

Have you ever been on TV for dance?:  YES! WNCAA opening back in 2002? 2003? haha

Have you ever been in the paper for dance?: WNCAA also

Have you ever had to compete or do a show with cheerleaders?: Yup.

Have you ever had to dance to Jock Jams?: whe? No.

What was the last song you performed/competed to?: madaming songs yun haha

What was your last costume?: Pants :S sorry na, ac's run by nuns eh!

What is your current performance song?: current? its summer!

How often a week do you dance?: i try to dance everyday in my room! haha, im so not kidding.

Do you choreograph?:  Yes!

What are you favorite dance movies?: Centerstage, Bring it on, Step up, Honey

Has anyone wanted to date you just because you're a dancer?: hmmmmm. i have no idea.

Do you have make up people for your shows?:  sometimes, most of the time someone on the team's just kind enough to help me out haha

What hip hop/ pop singer is your dance style closest to?: brrrrritney. i wish!

Do you want to dance professionally?: Yes! if i could dance to make a living, i would.

What do your friends/family think of your dancing?: theyre supportive! i feel the love

What move/moves are you worst at?: hmmm... moves that require you to move your neck. my neck muscles are uncooperative.
 
What move/moves are you best at?: ballet/jazz steps

Are dancers stereotyped?: Yes. in a good way though, i think.

Is dancing a sport?:  yes, definitely! youve never had a REAL workout if you havent gone through 3 SOLID hours of dance training. INTENSE.

If you could dance at any event what would it be?: All-stars concert! whoohoo, recruit me!

Has anyone ever asked you for your autograph?: no aww now i feel bad.

Did you inherit your dance talent?: dont think so.. haha sorry family!

stolen from tessa, who stole it from anne
POSTED AT 05:51 PM

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A LOVE LETTER

dear boy,

 

i know you said you like me but really i dont think you even know me. so i say you should quit while you're ahead. trust me. i can be nice now. funny even. maybe someone you can be proud of. or someone you adore. But i'm a total wreck. i get over attached. i love with all my heart which might make me clingy and possessive. i say a lot of things i don't mean. like i won't be jealous when you text other girls even if i know i will be. or that it's ok that you play basketball or computer games or go drinking with your friends instead of hanging out and talking to me. you'll just have to get used to me saying something i don't really mean. i'm sorry it's confusing. but you see it'll take a while for me to choose you over the rest. and when i do choose you it's because i know you'll be different from everyone else. and so i expect you to be a lot of things and more. like a bestfriend i can talk to about anything and everything. someone who will be there to accompany me through every big and little event of my life. or someone who won't get me in trouble so will bring me home on time. and someone who'll surprise me with the sweetest things even if i say i hate surprises. if you must know, i love surprises. i'd appreciate it a lot if you made me feel special. see, i'm not anything great so you'll have to make me believe i am. i need you for that. anyway, i'll try my best to look good for you but try to be on time. and when we fight make me win when i'm right. i know you know a lot of things... but you don't know it all. so just lower your pride and give me a hug. i'll forgive and forget eventually. and when i'm wrong but can't seem to listen to your side... wait for me to think it through... i'll come into my senses too. and even if we won't get married yet i want you to be part of my family if you wanna be part of my life. because they mean a lot to me and that should mean a lot to you. oh don't be scared to be the only guy in dinner with my friends. because even if you might be so awkward, it will mean a lot to me. i won't really ask you to do everything but i may ask you to do crazy stupid things. like watch a chick-flick with me or go shopping the whole day. and you know, because i'll love you so much, i'd want you in every event of my life! big or small! i just want your hand to hold there or a hug. or someone to take my pictures and someone i can celebrate with. and you'll mean so damn much to me that i'll need your opinion about my hair or my clothes. i know you notice them... even if you say they're all the same. don't worry i will remember every comment or compliment you give me. and always try to change for the better. but don't force me to. don't force me to do anything. i don't like being told what to do. and don't raise your voice at me when we start to fight. that will just make me cry. yes, i may act all tough and strong and one of the boys but i cry a lot especially when i can't take it anymore. and there will be a lot of times when i'd have enough. i'll be so stressed out so i'll need your help to lighten up my load. remember if at times i may be really demanding and moody that it's just all the stress i'm going through. but don't get scared i'll be back to normal and happy to just be with you after a while. and if you do something nice for me.. count that i'll make it up to you. i can be really nice, you know. someday you will see. that i can be sweet and thoughtful too. and i'll back you up all the time. and defend you to my family and friends. so please don't break my heart. cuz it took so long for me to love you back. it'll take longer for it to mend. i'll be miserable without you. i'll cry myself to sleep at night, i'll even lose some weight. and just not want to wake up anymore... i know you woudn't want to do that to me... so before you do anything else, before you say anything else... don't say i didn't warn you.

 

love, girl

stolen survey
POSTED AT 10:46 AM

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Can you answer 50 questions about the 1st person that comes into your mind right now? Don’t change the person.

Does he or she have a boyfriend/girlfriend??
>> yup

How old is the person?
>> 22

Has he/she ever cooked for you?
>> yup, all the time

Is this person older than you?
>> yup, by almost a year

Have you ever kissed this person?
>> over and over, baaaaaaby. hahaha

Are you really close to him/her?
>> super duper :D

How many times do you talk to this person in a week?
>> uhm... A WHOLE LOT.

Do you think he/she will repost this?
>> he doesnt even read my tabulas anymore haha

Could you live with this person?
>> forever and ever.

Why did you choose this person?
>> why not?

How long have you known this person??
>> almost five years

Have you ever been to the mall with this person?
>> haha, always! one of our favorite pasttimes

Have you ever had a sleepover with this person?
>> yup yup all those out of towners, etc.

If you ever moved away would you miss this person?
>> he wouldnt let me move away! and i wouldnt want to either!

Have you ever done something really stupid or illegal with this person?
>> none pa naman haha

Do you know everything about this person?
>> i'd like to think so! but not 100% everything, coz then there'd be nothing more to get to know, right?

Would you date this person’s siblings?
>> whe? his sisters? ano ba, theyre like my sisters na din!

Have you ever made something with this person
>> cookies, crinkles, picture boards, days nametags hahaha

Have you ever worn this person’s clothes?
>> his old jerseys are my pantulogs and im the only one he allows to wear his jackets!

Have you and your person made up a hand shake?
>> ano kami, friends lang? hahaha

If it was “freaky friday” would you switch bodies with this person?
>> maybe.. to REALLY see how he sees/experiences things. but i wouldnt want to be a boy!!! boys are gross (sorry baby, its true)

Have you ever heard this person sing?
>> yup yup! he only sings for me

Do you and this person have a saying?
>> hmm.. we have a lot actually. plus those inside jokes/hirts that only we get.

Do you know this persons friendster password?
>> haha yeah

Have you and this person ever gotten into a fight or argument?
>> lots of times. has only made us stronger though.

Have you and this person gone clubbing?
>> panalo itong question na 'to. hahaha, feeling cool. yes.

Do you know how to make this person feel happy?
>> i'd like to think im the only one who does

Do you and this person talk a lot?
>> yup yup, about anything and everything

Do you like this person?
>> like, love, and everything else in between.

Have you and this person got into a fight?
>> alwaaaaaaays. haha, but we make up right after!

Do you want to go out with this person??
>> yup. see you tonight, babe

Do you want to be friends with him/her forever?
>> forever and ever and ever and ever. friends lang?? haha. i love you pocholo

officially on break.
POSTED AT 10:58 AM

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greetings from a girl who just finished another sem, and is about to face her VERY LAST SEM of school. EVER.

that is, if i decide NOT to pursue a masteral degree.

BUT all that can wait until June. because right now, these next two months are FOR ME. yes, including may. because ojt is something im actually looking forward to. bora is less than 3 weeks away and im 3 bikinis down and 3 more to go! whoo hoo. nothing makes me higher than summer shopping! or any kind of shopping, really. hahaha.

i need this summer to be good. bawi? please, Jess.