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its weekends like the one that just ended that make me feel like the 5 other days im stressed out are SUPER worth it

saturday was elya's superhero/villain-themed debut that we were all corny about ("we're so old na, lets not go in costume!") but were so excited to go to. and the kids were so cute! everyone was so game and career, and we had fun just looking at what everyone was wearing. we were also semi-stalking this couple, this highschool girl who was really pretty and her cute boyfriend who was waiting for her downstairs. haha. yes we're strange.

after elya's we went to eastwood since we were planning to watch a movie. when we got there though, all the movie times were weird (either it had already started or it was gonna start really late pa) so we just went shopping instead. or, rather, pocholo went shopping and bought shoes. AGAIN. tsk tsk. we had late dinner at this new restaurant called Old Vine and it was suuuuuper good and really reasonably priced too.. good job, us. awww i love our regular saturday night dates. and i love how we're happy just having dinner and spending time together instead of looking for a party/gimmick to go to.

AND THEN it was super funny coz when cholo brought me home, our next door neighbor was coming home from the prom! so you know what we did?? we hid in my garage and spied on my neighbor and her prom date!!! awwww. high school loooove. damn, i wanna do proms again.

sunday, we went to Xavier for yuppie and (good girlfriend that i am) i braved the heat of the afternoon sun and waited as cholo finished his football game. i loooove that we made time to visit the weekend. and i love how the recent days batches i've been going to have made me suuuuper high again. rf has a lot to do with it, but i also think that im just getting all mushy and nostalgic about everything just because im realizing that things are coming to an end but at the same time everything has just been a blessing, you know? my favorite part of sunday was when cholo and i did d-time and we were super duper talking to Him.. and then someone came in so we got hiya and shut up haha.

home streeeetch baaaaaaby. thisisREALLYit. You are goooooood

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its amazing how much time you can waste just stalking people on facebook. one of these days i will practice self-control and not log in for at least 72 hours.

this week is deadline-filled and i cant seem to get myself to FOCUS. aaaargh. i really have so much work to do, you cant even imagine. BUUUUUUT.. im not in the mood to get my brain working yet. soooo, hello tabulas

i havent finished shopping for summer, and i havent even finalized ALL plans yet but im really, really, SUPER excited for april here's to the beach, pigging out everyday, soaking up the sun and lots and lots of summer loooove♥

24 to go.

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the recent days weekends have gotten me all nostalgic, resulting in this. aaaaah, the good old days. back when we werent days mommies yet, when we were still "the younger ones", the senior staffers were.. other MUCH OLDER people, and we could fit in just one staff room. back when truelight odd-numbered batches meant pollock and truelight even-numbered batches meant xavier. back when ctk still had a kitchen, a lot of the 04s were still active, and rf would sleep in the choir room (uyyy may rf na dati, di lang masyadong obvious hahaha). AND (WHO CAN FORGET?!) back when tims and i were the mushiest textmates EVER, texting each other song lyrics, commercial jingles, baduy quotes and more. graaaaaabe.

i really cant get over this days high. ibang klaaaase. we should have weekends every week! ano ba. as i told cha, i still believe the world would be a much better place if EVERYONE were dazers.

im a hop and a skip away from finally being DONE and im so freaking excited tomorrow is MY LAST DAY and im so relieved, you dont understand. im also a bit.. sad (A BIT LANG TALAGA) to be leaving it all behind. ohwell. we must move on. and, believe me, im SO READY to move on FINAAAAALLY.

the heat has been exaaaaaaggg these past few days, and yes i do believe summer is really, already heeere rf, please remind me to bathe in sunblock when we go to la union! i dont want a repeat of summer 07. okay? okay!

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DOOOOOOOONE

3 weeks and counting.

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so today was great, if only for the people who made me happy mills (and iano and tammie), kringy, ree, tessa (and karl), giannsy (and emman), and christine. okay sige, camps na din since i was practically dying of laughter and my stomach was really sumasakit already, kakatawa! good times, good times.

i just realized evals arent like they used to be, no one gets thrown in the pool anymore, no one pours beer from the balcony, people dont even go all camera crazy like they used to. awww. mariposa villas clubhouse is no longer the place to be after 3 years, people got sawa na haha.

tags this week! hopefully or next? i want to go somewhere, anywhere! taboooo

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(photo survey.)

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i got so kilig when i got a text from one of cholo's kids yesterday. it wasnt even a long text or anything.. but there, it made me feel good. simple joys. and the faith that young love still exists. haha.

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congratulations to my former teammate ate bianca who won in the binibining pilipinas pageant! whoohoo.

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you know summer is REALLY HERE when the sunsilk summer fresh shampoo commercial starts airing. i dont know what it is about that specific product and ad, but for some reason it really just reminds me of everything summer: the beach, bikinis, fruit shakes, banana boats, even zipping haha SUMMER IS HERE, FRIENDS!! im so excited! this summer's gonna be AMAZING, i can feel it!

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im going shopping with my mother tomorrow (which will mean lotsa free stuff for me haha). here's to hoping i finally finish bikini shopping!

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yesterday's shopping trip with my mom and today's morning out with pocholo made me haaaappy. and SO EXCITED FOR THE BEACH. you have no idea. im so not finished bikini/clothes shopping, but im getting there. hooray for going WILD (there's no other word, believe me) yesterday with my mom, and HOARDING (again, no other word) beach clothes like there's no tomorrow. and another hooray for today coz i finally bought the beach mat i've been wanting for a loooooong time now.

next project: luggage. im not kidding. i may be obsessed.

do you feel the heat?????? its EXTREMELY unbearable.. all the more reason to get out of manila and go far, far away!

16 to go

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i think i'm coming down with the flu stupid weather.

its been a pretty relaxed boring last couple of days, other than my shopping trips haha. i've been catching up on movies, and really weird ones at that. weird, just coz most of the movies i've been watching (and re-watching) lately are ooooold. today i watched West Side Story (which i didnt SUPER enjoy), the 2004 version of The Phantom of the Opera (which i LOVED, emmy rossum is so pretty! raoul couldve been cuter though), and A Walk to Remember (baduy forever, but the kilig parts still get me).

cholo and i are getting our lines tomorrow. here we go again, these are like the third (fourth?) set of new numbers we've gotten in a span of almost five years. this'll most probably be permanent though, considering we're kinda obligated to stick to it for a specific number of months. we can FINALLY say goodbye to sun and their crappy service and their even crappier signal. wheee and i can FINALLY replace my dying, dilapidated motorola. may it rest in peace pieces.

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i hate being sick

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(for lack of a better entry.)

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you think everything's crappy and hopeless AND THEN you hear a song and remember what it's all for. BIL.

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i love sweeney todd foreeeeever.

the movie may have turned me off meat pies/empanadas FOR GOOD, but i still think its the funniest, most entertaining movie musical EVER.

mrs. lovett = favorite.

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i'm so drained. i think i need a vacation, a foot spa, and a shopping trip. all 3 of those please, in any order.

i feel so... lifeless. like i need something to make me feel ALIVE again. this sounds strange, i know. haay. OHMYGOD MAYBE IM GOING THROUGH A QUARTER-LIFE CRISIS!!!!!

haha. or not. maybe this is just me being melodramatic. AS ALWAYS.

the window shopping i was able to do this morning helped a little. oh and i had a long talk with pocholo, so that was good too.

i prayed for a better week, and i may be getting just that. fingers crossed! thank You in advance

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INGENIOUS.

this Chanel bag is DEFINITELY the first thing i will get when i win the Lotto. i love how aside from the actual bag, its also encased in this (plastic?) thingie where you can store more stuff like your ipod, your sunglasses, and even your perfume! aaaaaaaah. AMAZING. oneday, oneday.

one day.. i will make taya AND win the lotto. hehehe

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GG episode 18 wasnt anything great. which sucks when you think about it, because they make you wait over a month for an episode, and it isnt even THAT entertaining. same old drama, same old issues. weh.

thank god Grey's is exciting. cant wait for friday!

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9 to go.

here's to enjoying the last few.. lasts.

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(tagged by rai on facebook. but i'd rather do it here haha)

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i am now officially terrified of REALLY going blind. i was watching SNN (yes im baduy like that) the other night and ruffa was rushed to the hospital coz she fell asleep with her contacts on and when she woke up, she couldnt see out of her left eye anymore! shiiiiiiit. if there's one person who always, ALWAYS sleeps with her contacts on, IT'S ME. ALWAYS. and i've had strange stuff happen to me because of it.. like one time, i woke up and one contact wasnt in my eye anymore. or so i thought. it turns out, it was somewhere UNDER my eyelid. okay im not even joking. and the bad thing is, i just got another lens (i have spare pairs on hand, always) and was gonna put it in my eye when.. i felt the 'lost' one pop out.

another time, the same thing happened so i kept poking my eye trying to find it and it emerged like after an hour or so. waaaaaaaah. now im so paranoid, i take my lenses out HOURS before i have to go to sleep. haha.

LASER SOON. I SWEAR. ONCE I OVERCOME MY FEAR OF MY EYES BEING SLICED OPEN (???).

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DAMN. THIS IS MY GOAL FOR THE SUMMER!!!

okay, so she has love handles but so what? waaaaaaah i wanna lose weight NOW.

my diet starts tomorrow! NO MORE RICE!!!!

i also resolve to start exercising, or at least walking (jogging??) around the village everyday.

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im so looking forward to the next couple of days. the week has been great, the next ones will be even better. im claiming it already!

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last night was TOO strange crazy and strange wild? i dont know what word i'm looking for exactly. i woke up with a sore throat from talking too loud (screaming??).

quotable quote: "your elbow is in my crotch!!"

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oooohhhhhmyyyygod i have an exam/interview with Security Bank!!!!! aaaaaaaaaah. and theyre giving me three possible dates to show up, i just have to tell them when exactly. how nice is that?

after patti's horror story last night though, im having reservations about taking jobs with banks. but oh well, i'll get to that when i actually already HAVE to.

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(happy birthday!! march 22- april 6)

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4 days to go. 4 DAYS!!!!!

whoohoo :D

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.. and i couldnt be more thankful. for EVERYTHING.

extreme 'lasts' tomorrow finally. FINAAAAALLLLLY.

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i am now officially a statistic. bow.

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(stolen from denlau. couldnt stop laughing!)

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okay, so now what? haha. do i bum around forever? just kidding here's to job hunting, interviews and exams. im so excited to start!

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http://www.youtube.com/user/QueenieKayeQK

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i dont know if its the boredom, the heat or just plain hormones but today has been all about mood swings and weird feelings.

i watched Love Story to entertain myself and found it.. just okay. is the moral of the story that, in real life, there are no happy endings???

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finalized boracay plans today, yahoooooooo

'the bum lifestyle' isnt all its cracked up to be. in fact, im already bored. and its only been.. three days? haha. dont get me wrong though, i dont want to start working yet. start earning, yes definitely

oh well. here's to endless days of doing... nothing. or anything. or everything.

okay, im becoming incoherent as well.

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"You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before, she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you aren't either, & the two of you may never be perfect together. But if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, & admit to being human & making mistakes, hold onto her & give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze & don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, & miss her when she's not there."

- Bob Marley